Grateful

I don't know if being grateful is easy when you have a lot. I would like to be able to find out some time. But I do know about being grateful when you don't have a lot. And, for me, it's pretty easy.

What I am grateful for:

1. That for whatever luck of the draw, I was born Malaysian
2. That I had a fantastic husband, father, and a mother who I know loves me.
3. That I had a wonderful childhood. At least until my early teens.
4. That I had sisters & brother
5. That I was able to get an education.
6. That for the most part, I have always been healthy. No cancer, mental illness or anything really awful.
7. That I have learned how (and why) to forgive.
8. That I didn't die before I got old.
9. That my bills are (just) paid on time.
10. That my daughter is healthy, happy, smart and a really sweet girl.
11. That I get along with her dad.
12. That he helps to support her.
13. That I have a job.
14. That I have a car (wreck though it might be).
15. That I have food to eat and also to feed not only my girl, but the other strays who come along.
16. That there is such a wonderful selection when it comes to food( I just love Tony Romas yummy!)
17. That trees have leaves.
18. That rain cleans everything.
19. That grass smells wonderful when it's just been cut.
20. That I wake up every morning to see one.
21. That I have at least a few good friends - even if they are far, far away.
22. That although I may some times be clueless, I am never helpless.
23. That I know that I can fix whatever I need to fix
24. That I am not afraid of hard work, but smart enough to avoid it sometimes.
25. That I go to sleep every night in a warm, comfortable bed
26. For every breath I take, AND
27. Chances for being a TWIHARD!!!!!! 

Mood saya sangat baik!

Hei, ni aku nak gebang hari ni mood aku sangat baik. Bangun pepagi tadi laju aje takde malas-malas macam selalu(hihihihi). Aku tak tau mana datang energy tu dan aku tak tau mana datang mood yang baik tu. So pepagi bangun bersiap laju-laju, kejutkan Aliyah sebab hari ni Aliyah ada appointment kat klinik.

Si kecik tu pun mood baik aje hari ni bangun sengih je, dia tak tau hari ni dia nak kena inject. Sampai klinik pukul 7.30 pagi. Lepas semua procedure timbang, ukur & consultant baru la kena inject. Aku tak berapa risau sangat bab ni sebab sepanjang Aliyah kena inject dia tak pernah menangis teruk-teruk, takat nangis uwek uwek uwek untuk beberapa saat pastu dia dah boleh ketawa. Demam kena inject pun sekali aje la tapi tu mild fever je. Tapi jangan kalau nak tumbuh gigi memang la dia kalah. Ada satu kali tu sampai 39 degrees demam si kecik tu apa lagi time tu aku mak bapak dia pun berdesup lari balik rumah lepas dapat call dari tok maknya.

Mood baik ni datang mungkin sebab lagi beberapa hari je En Suami nak balik(yahoooooooooooo!!!!). Keje kat office yang berlambak-lambak tu pun berjaya disiapkan mengikut dateline yangdiorang nak. So kepala pun ada ringan sikit la. Cikgu adik kat Bentong pun macam dah ok je walaupun tiap kali abah call dia melalak(hahahah pandai ko kutuk wawa aritu kan)

Ok ok aku nak sambung keje... kalau nenek tau aku berblogging time keje masak aku!

Sambung lagi nanti... tata

Di saat ini

Di saat jam 12.05PM, Cikgu adik sedang berdebar-debar menunggu keputusan penempatan untuk mengajar di daerah Pahang. Sungguh sengal pengurusan Jabatan Pendidikan Negeri Pahang(maaf bukan maksud untuk mengutuk tapi memang sistem pengurusan anda sangat teruk). Sistem anda telah menyebab berpuluh-puluh jiwa raga berteka-teki dek menunggu keputusan anda. Sedangkan di negeri-negeri lain bakal-bakal cikgu-cikgi ini telah pun mengetahui keputusan penempatan sekolah mereka.

Aku baru je hantar SMS dekat adik bertanyakan tentang keputusan penempatannya, tapi jawapan adik ' tunggu pukul 12.30'. Prosedur lagi! Nasib badan

Aku di office tak boleh tumpukan perhatian dekat keje yang berlambak-lambak ni memikirkan Aliyah yang dijaga Ibu Long. Tak tak bukan Ibu Long tu berperangai mak tiri tapi Kak Ngah ditimpa musibah. TANGAN KAK NGAH PATAH! Kesian. Ibu Long nak kena tengok-tengokkan Kak Ngah dengan Aliyah serentak. Kejamnya ko ni Nini. Apa la salahnya ambik cuti ko tu. Bukan tak nak ambik ok, cuti aku setahun ada 18 hari. Aku kena simpan cuti aku sebab tokmak dgn tok bak Aliyah nak pergi mengerjakan umrah(2 minggu ok), pastu kan ke nanti bulan 3 kitorang nak gi cuti-cuti, belum lagi kalau Aliyah demam ke( eh aku tak doa tapi just prepared), hantar Aliyah check up, Tok Mak Aliyah check up(kena ingat ye me and my husband pjj so anything happen I'm the one who will be reponsible), balik kampung, orang kawin la, raya(abis raya tak nak cuti ke) and etc. Dengan cuti yang ada tu je la aku kena pandai-pandai manage my cuti. Kepada pihak berkenaan tolong paham ye. Jangan cakap kalau anda tak tau situasi saya ye.

Di saat ini, aku berharap supaya aku boleh balik jaga anak aku!!