Saturday, July 31, 2010

A note to our one year old

Dear Aliyah,

Today you are 1 year old. Time really flies. And you are growing up so fast. I can still remember the day when I found out I was pregnant with you. Ibu & Ayah did not plan to conceive so fast but Allah has other plans for us. And we are really thankful for this BIG present from Allah. You have been such a blessing and joy in our lives. You always put a smile on our faces.

We were very excited about your first birthday. Looks like we have successfully brought you up from a tiny little newborn baby into a tiny little toddler. You didn’t suffer any broken bones and we also didn’t lose you at the mall, so we guessed we are not so bad being parents. :P

Ibu & Ayah pray that you will always be happy, healthy and obedient little girl. May Allah the Almighty always be with you and may you always walk according to His ways.

Happy birthday my girl. We love you our dear Aliyah.

Hugs and kisses from Ibu & Ayah

Friday, July 30, 2010

In My Daughter's Eyes

This song is for my tiny girl. I can't listen to this without crying(stupid me!). She has changed my life and made me realize the mistakes that i was making in my life. The bond between a mother and her child is something nobody can ever fully understand. You can love your child, and know what it's like to love your child like any other mother... but each bond is special... each person feels the emotions differently. It is a special. A unique love. This song is amazing... I love my Aliyah

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Fast Food

Hari ni aku busy surfing internet looking for best theme 1st birthday cake untuk cinonet aku tu. 2 hari lagi je ni tapi ni la aku baru ada masa nak mencariknya... eheee bleh pulak macam tu kan... Kalau ikutkan aku nak je aku letak Twilight theme untuk birthday Aliyah(overkan ibu Aliyah ni) tapi confirm punye aku musti kena tembak dengan Tokmak Aliyah... uhuk.... So before aku kena shoot baik aku buat theme lain untuk cinonet aku tu. While I'm surfing i found this.

I would try this experiment myself but i would just end up eating it. LOL
Its all about moderation isn't it really? We know this stuff is bad for us so sense tells us we shouldn't eat it on a regular basis.

* tengah kegelian ni

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

In Out

Currently I’m using my own created budget calculator(excel) to monitor in and out of every single ringgit of my money each day. Today I just found very useful budget calculator from bankinginfo. I’m thinking to start use it from this month. We can put our expenses based on daily or monthly. So for those who looking for this kind of tool, I suggest to try to use this too. Let’s try use it and make your comment here.


You can download it from above link (bankinginfo website) or download it in English or BM version from link below;

budget_cal_eng (from

budget_cal_bm (from

*sharing is POWER

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

The Unforgiven Two

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's opened if you're true
If you can understand the me, then I can understand the you

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn to stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn to stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?


Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn to stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there, cause I'm the one who waits
The one who waits for you

Oh, what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, just turn to stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you

(Background) So I dub thee Unforgiven.

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known

I take this key (never free)
And I bury it (never me) in you
Because you're unforgiven too!

Never free
Never me
Because you're unforgiven too..

This song is my favourite for Metallica, though they got one hell of many good songs but i just love this song so much, touching and the music is so sweet, touches me so deep, don't you think so??

Friday, July 23, 2010

What does my name mean

In India "NINI" means "To Have A Bath"...generally NINI is used for small children below age of 5...

In "West Africa" NINI means "Stone"...which is used for Female gender....

Hmmm... stone? Edward body is hard as stone and his touch is cold as ice...




I'm dying if my darling hubby know about this... ehee.. darling hubby, deep inside my heart i truly know you the one I really love....


Pagi2 lagi aku dah login blog aku ni... sebab ape? Eheee nenek arini cuti... yahoooooo.... Mari kita bergumbira... It's Friday babeh... (joget satu opis)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Immigration status

just to share.. anyone wondering about your immigration status on travelling overseas u guys can check your status from jabatan imigresen malaysia .. kalau blacklisted dengan ptptn pun link dengan immigration.. im not with ptptn, but still want to check the status, mana la tau.. kot2 darling ajak gi shopping kt bandung tu yg gatal2 nk check... ehee... nampak nya clean & clear... darling i pun sama... korang check ye status korang tu dulu before nk gi jejalan kat oversea ye...

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Long distance marriage

Most people say that a long distance marriage cannot work period. I say they are wrong! I have seen many long distance relationship and making it work. Me and hubby is one of the example :P. Of course there are many challenges that comes with it but if properly maintained i.e. putting some bit of effort and interest in to it, it can last long enough until the couple is reunited and even get married.

On the brighter side of it, being in one can be great for the two of you especially when you meet after weeks and even months of being away. I will not get in to details with this, you and your partner know what you get up to when you meet after a long time of being apart.

Basically, a relationship is said to be a long distance love when the two love birds live very far from each other and do not have the privilege to meet regularly. Because people who are in love want to meet or call each other every now and again, they can force matter and meet thus making these relationships very costly to maintain. It is understandable to want to meet though, I mean long distance relationship quotes, poems and songs are just not enough to keep the spark going.

First, there is the trust issue, how much can you really trust your partner? How sure are you that he or she is being faithful? What do you think when she or he does not pick up his phone? Or when a person of the opposite sex answers it at night and the explanation given is that they were working late.

Secondly, how do you guide against growing apart? Sometimes I notice that I tend to speak more about the people I work with than my friends and family members who live away from me. Then of course there is the money issue, as I mentioned above, it can be pretty expensive to maintain this kind of relationship.

Seeing that it is not easy to keep the spark alive, what options do you have to make it work for you? Let me offer some of my personal advise. That is, something that has worked for me and hubby before.

There is nothing that beats keeping in touch. You must be ready to invest in it financially. I usually say a relationship is much like a business - invest in it today and you will reap the good rewards in the future. Develop a communication method and stick with it. For example, email, calls, 3G, text message, online chat, or what ever suites you best. If you chat online, do honor the time set for your chatting. It is almost like your date and no one wants to be stood up on a date.

Essentially, in order to have a successful long distance marriage or relationship, you need to have a well founded companionship. If both of you are really committed to making it work then there is hardly anything that can stand your way. Ideally do talk about your future together, include each other in your personal dreams and future endeavors i.e. while planning your future, make sure that your partner is always featuring in it.

All in all my point is, who ever told you that long distance marriage or relationships can never work is a nonsense. That would be a too-general-statement to make and it definitely does not apply to every one.

To my darling hubby,I am glad we reach two years. Sayang,I am counting again the days for us to go on and be strong for our daughter.Many more years to come in our marriage and may our love grow more stronger everyday. I LOVE U

*Absence makes the heart grow fonder*

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

A Thai Love Story

A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend in a hotel in the Thai
resort of Phuket.

After having great sex, she spent the next hour just rubbing his
testicles - something she loved to do.

As he was enjoying it, he turned and asked her, "Why do you love doing that?"
"Because", she replied, "sometimes, I really miss mine...

LOL.... me? Tulen bang... :P

What men can learn from Edward

The lesson for men of Edward is not how to seduce a woman, but how to get her to want to seduce you (homework to follow). While Jacob tempts Bella with a love that's "as easy as breathing," Edward takes her breath away because she loves him more than air, and every kiss and touch leaves her gasping for more. He's constantly adoring her with contact; taking her face in his hands, brushing his fingers across her cheek, securing a protective arm around her waist, sliding his lips along her jaw.

Read the entire article at the Huffington Post here


p/s: So guys, what do you think?

Siapa Adolf Hitler Sebenarnya

I received an email from an old friend of secondary school, with a titled 'Siapa Adolf Hitler Sebenarnya which I'd like to share the article here...sharing is caring ~ pleasant reading

Aku berbual dengan seorang ahli keluarga yang sedang menamatkan tesis PhD beliau dan aku amat terperanjat apabila beliau nyatakan tesis beliau berkaitan Adolf Hitler, pemimpin Nazi. Maka aku katakan "Takkan dah habis semua tokoh Islam di dunia ini sampai kamu memilih si bodoh ini dijadikan tajuk?"

Beliau ketawa lalu bertanya apa yang aku ketahui tentang Hitler.

Aku lalu menjawab bahawa Hitler seorang pembunuh yang membunuh secara berleluasa dan meletakkan German mengatasi segala-galanya...lalu dia bertanya dari mana sumber aku. Aku menjawab sumberku dari TV pastinya.

Lalu dia berkata : " Baiklah, pihak British telah melakukan lebih dahsyat dari itu...pihak Jepun semasa zaman Emperor mereka juga sama...tapi kenapa dunia hanya menghukum Hitler dan meletakkan kesalahan malahan memburukkan nama Nazi seolah-olah Nazi masih wujud hari ini sedangkan mereka melupakan kesalahan pihak British kepada Scotland, pihak Jepun kepada dunia dan pihak Afrika Selatan kepada kaum kulit hitam mereka?"

Aku lantas meminta jawapan dari beliau. Beliau menyambung : "Ada dua sebab -

1. Prinsip Hitler berkaitan Yahudi, Zionisme dan penubuhan negara Israel. Hitler telah melancarkan Holocaust untuk menghapuskan Yahudi kerana beranggapan Yahudi akan menjahanamkan dunia pada suatu hari nanti.

2. Prinsip Hitler berkaitan Islam. Hitler telah belajar sejarah kerajaan terdahulu dan umat yang lampau, dan beliau telah menyatakan bahawa ada tiga tamadun yang terkuat, iaitu Parsi, Rome dan Arab. Ketiga-tiga tamadun ini telah menguasai dunia satu ketika dulu dan Parsi serta Rome telah mengembangkan tamadun mereka hingga hari ini, manakala Arab pula lebih kepada persengketaan sesama mereka sahaja. Beliau melihat ini sebagai satu masalah kerana Arab akan merosakkan Tamadun Islam yang beliau telah lihat begitu hebat satu ketika dulu.

Atas rasa kagum beliau pada Tamadun Islam, beliau telah mencetak risalah berkaitan Islam dan diedarkan kepada tentera Nazi semasa perang, walaupun kepada tentera yang bukan Islam.

Beliau juga telah meberi peluang kepada tentera German yang beragama Islam untuk menunaikan solat ketika masuk waktu di mana jua...bahkan tentera German pernah bersolat di dataran Berlin dan Hitler ketika itu mennggu sehingga mereka tamat solat jemaah untuk menyampaikan ucapan beliau...

Hitler bersama Syeikh Amin Al-Husainiy

Beliau juga meminta para Sheikh untuk mendampingi tentera beliau bagi mendoakan mereka yang bukan Islam dan memberi semangat kepada yang beragama Islam untuk membunuh Yahudi...

Seorang tentera Nazi melekatkan gambar Mufti Al-Quds

Semua maklumat ini ialah hasil kajian sejarah yang dilakukan oleh saudara aku untuk tesis PhD beliau dan beliau meminta aku tidak menokok tambah apa-apa supaya tidak menyusahkan beliau untuk membentangkannya nanti. Beliau tidak mahu aku campurkan bahan dari internet kerana aku bukan pakar bidang sejarah. Tetapi gambar-gambar yang ada di sini sudah lama tersebar dan semua orang boleh melihatnya di internet.

Aku juga sedaya upaya mencari maklumat tambahan di internet dan berjumpa beberapa perkara :

1: Pengaruh Al-Quran di dalam ucapan Hitler.
Ketika tentera Nazi tiba di Moscow, Hitler berhajat menyampaikan ucapan. Dia memerintahkan penasihat-penasihatnya untuk mencari kata-kata pembukaan yang hebat tak kira dari kitab agama, kata-kata ahli falsafah ataupun dari bait syair. Seorang sasterawan Iraq yang bermastautin di German mencadangkan ayat Al-Quran :

(اقتربت الساعة وانشق القمر) bermaksud : Telah hampir Hari Kiamat dan bulan akan terbelah...

Hitler berasa kagum dengan ayat ini dan menggunakannya sebagai kalam pembukaan dan isi kandungan ucapan beliau. Memang para ahli tafsir menghuraikan bahawa ayat tersebut bermaksud kehebatan, kekuatan dan memberi maksud yang mendalam.

Perkara ini dinyatakan oleh Hitler di dalam buku beliau Mein Kampf yang ditulis di dalam penjara bahawa banyak aspek tindakan beliau berdasarkan ayat Al-Quran, khususnya yang berkaitan tindakan beliau ke atas Yahudi...

2. Hitler bersumpah dengan nama Allah yang Maha Besar

Hitler telah memasukkan sumpah dengan nama Allah yang Maha Besar di dalam ikrar ketua tenteranya yang akan tamat belajar di akademi tentera German.

" Aku bersumpah dengan nama Allah (Tuhan) yang Maha Besar dan ini ialah sumpah suci ku,bahawa aku akan mentaati semua perintah ketua tentera German dan pemimpinnya Adolf Hitler, pemimpin bersenjata tertinggi, bahawa aku akan sentiasa bersedia untuk berkorban dengan nyawaku pada bila-bila waktu demi pemimpin ku"

3. Hitler telah enggan meminum beer (arak) pada ketika beliau gementar semasa keadaan German yang agak goyah dan bermasalah. Ketika itu para doktor mencadangkan beliau minum beer sebagai ubat dan beliau enggan, sambil mangatakan " Bagaimana anda ingin suruh seseorang itu minum arak untuk tujuan perubatan sedangkan beliau tidak pernah seumur hidupnya menyentuh arak?"

Ya, Hitler tidak pernah menjamah arak sepanjang hayat beliau...minuman kebiasaan beliau ialah teh menggunakan uncang khas...

Bukanlah tujuan penulisan ini untuk membela apa yang dilakukan oleh Hitler, tetapi ianya bertujuan untuk menyingkap apa yang disembunyikan oleh pihak Barat. Semoga kita semua beroleh manfaat.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

I Love My Job But I Hate My Company!

Have any of you felt so frustrated at work that all you want to do is to just quit?! Throw in the towel..just walk out...just F*#k it and just...just...Q.U.I.T?!

But who am I kidding?! I don't have a rich husband who can afford to take care of the family single-handedly..My darling hubby is trying his best to earn money for the family, and it helps if I work too (not that we have a choice, living in KL and everything)

Sometimes I feel that I can do so much, and yet I don't have the avenue to channel all this thoughts and ideas to..sometimes I feel frustrated that I haven't had the recognition or reward that I think I duly deserve..

I like the thing I'm doing now..but then, I feel that there are so many things that can be improved and yet it is not done. And being me, this is the thing that I hate the most - If something can be done, but it not being done for some reason or another, I just can't take it.

With all this frustration, I might just go and 'perk' myself up with durian

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Being Twihard

For those that don’t know, a twihard is someone with love for all things Twilight. They love it. They love it hard.

I freaking LOVED Eclipse!

I went to see Eclipse last Saturday with my best friend Nana, and it was awesome! I really enjoyed it a lot and I think that it definitely lived up to my favorite of the Twilight series books.

Here's what I really liked about it:
# The proposal was so perfect, I had this silly smile on my face swooning all over Edward
# There was a lot more Edward
# The makeup and special effects were much better than the previous movies
# The fight scenes were epic!!!
# That scene between Alice and Jasper as they were practicing fighting was sooo sweet
# I loved watching the Cullens and the Quileutes teaming up to fight the newborns
# Riley was really cute (sorry I really had to say this lol)
# There was a lot of kissing between Bella and Edward. . . that scene in the bed, what can I say
# I loved to watch Rosalie and Jasper's story. . . Jasper, Jasper. . .damn he was looking hot in this movie, all bad boy and stuff!

Overall, Eclipse exceeded my expectations and I wish I already had the DVD to watch it again . . . :(

My name is Aliyah

Leader are reader

While FBing

Sleeping Beauty


Ibu gigit pau ibu ni bulih?

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Aliyah @ 11 months

The cheeky Aliyah has been babbling a lot. We don't understand a word but she seems very happy talking to herself =) Has added a lot of "new words" to her vocabulary as well. Lately, she has started calling me "buu" again after calling me "Nini" all this while.Recently, she has been moving around in a new position. Her knees are off the ground and she uses her hands and feet to move. Just like Spiderman!

In terms of eating, she is beginning to be choosy. Don't really like porridge anymore, but prefers nestum & nasi! Berlagak macam orang tua la anak ibu ni! She also can stand on her own without support. At times, she would try to take a few steps forward but would topple down again. Not hurrying her to walk, let her take her own time.Understands when we say "no" to her although she would disobey sometimes. And i think she understands the words "arms up" and "clap".

Waka waka

I have a reason to be cheerful since Monday Morning...and still cheerful with my heart singing...lalalala...and hard to put off the smile on my face :))) ngeee...

Have a nice day...