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Get Baby

"Nini, Aliyah nak adik tu". "Kesian Aliyah takde kawan". "Nini, bila nak nombor 2 ni". "Anak sorang je ke, Nini?" Bla Bla Bla Bla

Anak. 

Ini soalan-soalan lazim untuk aku sejak setahun yang lepas. Mana-mana aku pergi,ini soalan wajib untuk aku. Nape eh orang tak tanye dekat hubs kita. Nape kena tanye orang perempuan? Sebab perempuan yang mengandung eh? Bila nak kan anak, kena usaha.  Kena ada kerjasama. Kalau dah 3-4 tahun takde anak, suami & isteri kena lah buat pemeriksaan. Bukan isteri aje yang kena buat, aku ada kawan yang kes dia macam ni, dia beriya-iya pegi turun naik hospital buat berbagai ujian to make sure yang dia betul-betul sihat. The reproductive specialist  even said 'beautiful pattern' . Tak cukup turun naik hospital, siap cuba rawatan tradisional lagi. Tapi, sayangnya suami dia, takde buat apa-apa tindakan pun. "Hai Bang, awak confident ke awak tu betul-betul sihat?" Kalau satu pihak aje yang bersungguh, yang satu lagi pihak sambil lewa membesarkan tido je memang la tak jadik satu benda pun kan. Kesian aku tengok kawan aku tu. Bila ada reunion, dia memang try to avoid jumpa kitorang semua. 

Nasib aku baik, sebab dah ada Aliyah. Cuba bayangkan orang lain yang belum ada anak. Tak ke kesian dekat diorang. As for me, aku memang biasa buat pekak tuli. Eheee tu memang kebolehan aku. Mulut orang memang tak boleh tutup. 

Both hubs and me trying to conceive since last year. Tapi bila cerita pesal rezeki, anak, jodoh maut. Siapa lah kita nak persoalan kan tu semua kan. Sapa la tak nak ada anak kan. Aku sebenarnya kalau boleh nak ada 4 orang anak. Tapi umur pun dah macam ni, ntah mampu ntah tak nak dapat 4 tu. 

 I think it's about timing. Maybe we need to do it during the day.. hahahaha . As you know both hubs & I  we are long distance marriage... every 2 weeks per month he only back to KL...  that only leaves us  and it has to be during the ovulation. Otherwise, it will not work either. Sapa cakap, nak mengandung ni senang, ingat pakai tembak aje ke. Tricky tau. 

Aliyah, ada sorang ni pun dah syukur Alhamdulillah. Tu la intan payung, delima, platinum, gunung-ganang aku. Kalau tanya Aliyah, dia nak adik tak. Dia ok je. Boy ke girl semuanya dia ok.  Tapi, tu la belum rezeki Aliyan nak ada kawan

Suami balik hari ni and today's chances, it's safe .
Hahahahaha cuba lagi ok

Malang Memang Tidak Berbau

Bahagian pintu kereta kebal aku yang kemek, lenyek, penyek. Sob sob

Kemek lagi kemek lagi

Malang Memang tak berbau. Sape yang cakap berbau tu, meh sini. Aku nak pinjam hidung korang. Perjalanan pergi balik punya la smooth. Sampai depan pagar rumah tetiba kebaboom aku boleh terlanggar pokok mangga depan rumah daaa. Sob sob sob tak memesal terbang RM550 beli pintu kete baru(second hand je). Laki aku suh letak dalam blog. Suh ingat kejadian yang berlaku 4hb April 2013 Maghrib. Huhuhu benda dah terjadi. Redha aje la. Sob sob sob

Celebrating Mak's Birthday

Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da

Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da

Sarang ha neun Mak shi

Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da

Kam celebrate birthday Mak dekat Sime Darby Convention Centre. Dekat restoran Halia. Ok la. Takde la best sangat. Mak aku tau la, bukan suka sangat pun makan luar ni. Tapi tu la sesekali nak kena angkut mak aku ni makan luar gak. Terperuk je kat rumah ye dok. Semua adik beradik aku ada time ni. Cukup! Complete. 

Kisses from anak2

Aku tak berapa tau tujuan aksi2 gambo dalam ni

Hah, yang ni tau tak kamera kat mana. Pandang sini nak oiii

The Perempuans

The bodyguards. Ahak Ahak Ahak takut tak takut tak

Mak & anak mak yang comey

Tengah buat persembahan solo khas untuk TokMak (nyanyi lagu  Ajari Aku.. hik hik hik)

45/365

Assalammualaikum.

Day 45/365: Ok cerita tertangguh sangat banyak. Sangat-sangat-sangat banyak. Aku putus no turning back. Tak nak cerita benda-benda yang lama. Tapi meh la aku list kan sikit ye apa yang dah berlaku 3-4 months back.

1. Oct 2012 - Aliyah admitted hospital 2 kali. Di ulang sekali lagi dua kali.
2. Nov 2012 - My little sister finally get married! Happy for her.
3. Dec 2012 - Dua kali aku dapat balik Kerteh. Sangat2 suka.
4. Jan 2013 - New Year! Dapat bonus! (Alhamdulillah) I got promoted at work!! (Alhamdulillah)
5. Feb 2013 - Balik kampung! Suka suka suka suka. ..
6. ..... Esok birthday En Suami saya. Hadiah pun dah bagi. Tehee tak surprise langsung la aku ni kan. Eheee 

Janji ditepati. Hiks

Assalammualaikum.

Ehee ye aku masih di sini. Walau kemalasan sangat melanda tapi janji tetap ditepati. Hihihihi. Banyak sangat nak cerita. Tapi mak update blog pakai henpon je noks. Mak kt opis. Kepala agak weng dengan keje yang maha banyak. Sungguh! Keje mengarang bukan keje yang senang. Tabik spring pada yang berjaya melakukannya.

Ehh mintak undur diri buat seketika. Jap lagi mak update lagi eh...
Hari ni, hari ke 10 dalam tahun 2013. Masih aci lg tak kalau nak wish happy New year. Eheee sangat la basi kan. Tak kira la new year ke tak New year, aku sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan kalian semua. Sampai jumpa lagi. Daaa

Long paused! InsyaAllah back in track

Assalammualaikum.
Ehee. Senyum dulu. Lama kan tak menulis dekat sini. Huhuhu. Ampun. Saya adalah sangat busy. Ok kita tengok gamba dulu boleh?!! Boleh la boleh la

hah.. nanti aku story mory disebalik gambar2 tu semua eh. later eh. Samapai jumpa nanti

Belum ada noktah

Comel tak mamat kat atas tu. Huhuhu sekarang tengah asyik melayan City Hunter. Maksud asyik di sini bukan la sehingga melupakan tanggungjawab SuperMak terhadap suami dan anak. Maksud asyik di sini perut& dada aku semacam ada kupu-kupu pabila melihat wajah #Lee Min Ho. ^-^ oh harap maafkan mak dara yang lupa diri ni sekejap. 

Hello, apa kabar semua. Sihat tak? Lama tidak mengupdate blog yang satu ni. Aku busy. Ye betul busy, walau baru berAnak sorang tapi aku tetap mau cakap busy. Pagi Im' fulltime worker dekat opis Tokey Tan, lepas 6 busy gaduh nak balik rumah. Sampai rumah melayan diamond aku. Ohh  btw, Aliyah dah 3 tahun tapi honestly aku belum dapat lagi 5-6 hours straight sleep. Aliyah masih bangun mintak nenen. Huhuhuhu. Mak redha noks. 

Nanti sambung lagi, eh jangan lupa singgah di sini. 

post ni tiada noktah lagi.

Long Pause... Assalammualakium

Assalammualaikum tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang(pinjam ayat Cik Peliks).


Yuhuuu.. Ok Ok Yes, I appologize fot the long pause. Huhuhuh Mak busy noks dengan kehidupan harian. Kenduri kahwin sana-sini. Mana lagi dengan kenduri kahwin adik laki aku., kenduri kat rumah mertua lagi, aqiqah la dengan bisness yang tengah kembang kuncup kembang kuncup. Hik Alhamdulillah dengan rezeki Allah.

Orang sekarang, tak tulis panjang lebar. Semua main short form aje sampai aku tak berapa nak paham dah kadang-kadang tu status budak-budak sekarang ni(tetiba aku rasa cam tua lak). Jadik sangat lah relevan kalau tulisan aku ni nanti 2-3 perenggan aje kan. 


Sekarang tengah gila melayan citer korea. Takde la minat sangat dengan mamat-mamat cun korea ni. Tapi suka pulak tengok citer diorang. Addict ok. Sape yang ada niat nak start tengok citer korea tu, baik korang jangan mulakan. Tengah malam pun jadik melayan korean drama ni. Laa ni tengah melayan citer Dr Jin. Sesuka hati aje Dr Jin ni nak kopek tempurung kepala orang pakai hammer. Ngeri aku tengok.

Eh korang, aku nanti jangan lupa singgah dekat kedai ni ye. New items ada, preowned ada, preloved pun ada. Singgah tau.


Sambung lagi nanti, ok bye

Come Visit

I am just like any other shopaholic who happens to spend a little too much! Bringing to you my preloved goodies. Today it’s the day.There is new Penny Chiffon Maxi Dress from ThePopLook to let go. Come visit i am cheapskate .  Buy away girls. Enjoy :) 

Watson & Jimat

Tadi after work aku singgah Watson kejap nak beli barang. Total purchase tak la banyak less than RM10. Masa nak buat bayaran tu adik cashier tu cakap "Kak, point akak ada seribu lebih akak nak redeem tak?" Terkejut mak bila adik cashier tu tanya macam tu. Aku reply la "berapa kalau akak redeem dik". Budak tu balas "RM5.51 kak".... Eh tadi total amount aku dalam RM9.10 lepas dah tolak RM5.51 aku kena bayar RM3.60 aje.... Wah kira ok la tu kan. Aku setuju redeem point aku. Tak memesal aku dah dapat berjimat. Suka suka suka.
Aku rasa takde la lama mana pun aku jadik member card Watson ni... tapi dah dapat dah redeem point. Suka la. Shopping then dapat berjimat. Hah benda macam ni aku suka. Tapi kalau suruh jadik membe semata kau nak suruh aku collect point pastu payah amat nak redeem point tak payah ye. Dah la payah nak redeem point. Nak bagi point pun kemut. 
Suka la sama watson card ni. Pasni memang lagi rajin la aku ke Watson ye


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Shopasaver... Yes I Am

Total damaged for above item less than RM50. True!. I am shopasaver! Hahahahah.... Baju dekat atas tu semua beli dekat Kenanga Wholesale. Giler murah! Bukan baju bundle ye kawan-kawan. Alaaa baju nak buat pakai harian. Ok la tu kan. Moh tengok harga bagi setiap item yang aku beli tu.

1.  Short pantRM2.00)
2. Seluar tidur (RM4.00)
3. Seluar harian (RM4.00)
4. Blouse + short pant (RM13.00)
5. Normal t-shirt (RM4.00)
6. Dress  (RM22.50)

Total : RM49.50

Giler jimatkan.. Best la shopping dekat Kenang Wholesale tu... Tapi bukan semua kedai engkau orang boleh beli satu. Certain kedai aje lah. Nak kena pandai carik. Tapi kalau korang beli banyak memang serius jimat. Katakan harga untuk satu blouse harganya RM35.00 tapi kalau engkau orang beli at least 3 pasang dapat la sehelai RM20.00 untuk setiap pasang. Tu kalau beli 3, kalau beli 6 ke macam tu dapat lagi murah. Hah korang pakat-pakat la dengan adik beradik, pakcik makcik beli then kumpul-kumpul dapat la beli harga murah. Eheee macam tu la yang aku adik beradi buat. Pandaikan aku. 

I Told You I Am Cheapskate LOL

Aku dah cakap kan ari tu aku ni cheapskate. Hari ni kerja agak honeymoon sikit. Big Boss takde. Jadik aku ambik kesempatan klik klik apa yang boleh dekat En Google. End up aku jumpa ni "Free Sample Request" Hahahahaha..best best best.

1. POISE
2. LAURIER
3. STAYFREE
4. DRYPERS

so lepas ni kita tunggu barang yang kita request tu ye... Hihihihi

The Most Enjoyable Time In My Life

The most enjoyable time in my life is when I am pregnant. I know that there are a lot of women out there who will think I am crazy, but it is the truth. I seriously love being pregnant. Yes, there are times were it is difficult and I am exhausted, but as a whole being pregnant is awesome. I once told my en suami  that I wanted a group of football team.  (He just laughed at me). Here are some of my personal reason why I love being pregnant.

I am one of the few lucky ones that did not get morning sickness when I was pregnant. I had a couple of those 'blah" days in the first trimester, but I was never hugging the toilet. I actually found that if I ate, it would help settle my stomach and I would feel better within 20 minutes or so.

You can eat seconds and no one will give you a weird look. No one is going to say anything to the pregnant lady for eating too much. If anything, people tell you to eat more. I definitely took advantage of the eating part of the pregnancy. When I am not pregnant, I am constantly watching my weight and trying to either maintain or lose weight. Being pregnant, I kind of let that fly out the window. If I wanted a second helping (or third) I ate it. I ate durians for breakfast,  pizza for lunch and again durians at 11 at night. This may be the reason why I gained close 10 kilograms with my first pregnancy, but at the time I was happy and did not care how much weight I gained.

You don't have to suck in your stomach when you walk by a cute guy or a skinny girl. I am a married woman, but whenever a cute guy would walk by, I would always suck the tummy in and walk a little straighter. Same if a skinny, pretty girl walked by. You don't want to look fat next to her. Every woman knows they are guilty of doing this some time or another. Well, when I was pregnant, I didn't have to suck my stomach in. Rather, I stuck it out and to basically say "Look at me! I am pregnant and proud!" In fact, sometimes I even stuck my belly out farther. Hahahahaha

I can feel the life that I made growing inside of me. Knowing that I made a life with my en suami  and I alone will bring that life into the world is the best feeling I have ever experienced. What better gift has Allah given us, than to be able to grow our children in our womb and give birth to them. Feeling the kicks and movements of my unborn child is amazing. Knowing that they can hear your voice and will actually recognize your voice when they are born. They know that you are their mother.

When I am pregnant I seem to get special attention. Maybe it is just my imagination, but it seems like people are nicer to you. They open doors for you, they help you with things, smile at you more often and start conversations with you. I notice this most at the grocery store. It seems like every old lady I see there, gives me a smile. The check-out cashiers always strikes up a conversation and ask if I need help with my bags. I like when people are friendly with me. I like when people smile, because it makes me smile.

Being pregnant just puts me in a good mood. How can I have a bad day when I look down and see this wonderful belly and know that my child will soon enter the world. I admit that I have my hormonal days, but then I stop and realize that this is the happiest time of my life. I have a wonderful husband and Allah has blessed me with a child. Also, whenever I am pregnant, my en suami seems to treat me just a little better. He seems to tell me how beautiful I am more often. :P  He does more around the house for me, which makes me happier altogether.

So darling suami, when exactly time you want to contribute your sperms? LOL

It's Tax Time Again!!!!

Confession

Oh today it's 1st April. I wanna do sincere confession. Hey this is not April Fool okay. This is truly from my deepest heart. 

Confession time

This is hard for me to say.

Sigh. OK. Here it goes:

I’m Nini and I’m a shopaholic.

Among my friends, I’m like the ultimate bargain hunter. Everything I bought is like super cheap compared to how much others paid for the same item. I do like branded stuff but I'm not kinda a brand conscious punya orang.  I have an eye for bargain and I have my own list of holes to shop. Seriously, my relatives & my friends  hates me becasue I can wear those cheap things and still look put together and expensive. \o/

My sense of style? Not exactly your definition of a fashionista but I do have my own personal style.  Comfy chic, I called it.

But the thing is, I think I’m having this unhealthy tendency that I don’t think I have before. That I am a shopaholic.  Because to moi, a shopaholic is someone who splurges on expensive, branded stuffs. Me? I’m a fashionable cheapo. I’m no shopaholic or should I called it Shopaholicsaver? LOL

And clearance sale – that’s my other skills heel. Whenever I go to those sales, I will go back with at least one purchase. No matter how I convince myself that I’m not gonna buy anything. Don’t get me starting with my thrift shop trips. Yes, they are cheap. But how many actually I will wear. I keep buying and buying.

Lately, I began to realize that I have too much crap and  I’m spinning out of control. I shop online all the time. And whenever I’m free, I buy things online. In my defense, I compared prices before I buy. Sometimes, it’s up to three online purchases a week. The postman know me by name already. Sigh

My bedroom is full of things I can't let go of yet don't even use. Clothes, scarves, shawls, shoes, bags, jewelleries , makeup... the list is endless. They just sit there collecting dust or taking up space. I have a wardrobe full of scarves (maybe 200+ scarves) and yet I seem to rotate between the same fifteen or so hijabs. Same with clothes . I think I have about  more than 200 clothes and seem to wear the same  fifteen over and over again.My Mom keep saying that I will forget that I even bought all my purchases. Oh, when she was doing some cleaning, she had the biggest plastic bag and inside it are all my shoes or clothes that I might have worn once or twice.Last week I actually semi went through them and now have three large black garbage bags of clothing and scarves that I am forcing myself to go through.

I need to clear it all out! So instead of being a hoarder I am going to try and be a minimalist and only keep the stuff I know I will actually use. It's just annoying because I can give them away for free which will solve my problem, but then I remember all the money I spent (and have now wasted) and start to feel guilty about wasting hard earned RM.

I decide  to create one blogshop to sell all my stuff. Help me clear my wardrobe please :) Need to sell my stuff because my wardrobe is running out of space :D

So please do drop to my blogshop ya.  Do let me know if you wanna buy anything

Chow

Terima Kasih Allah untuk 32 tahun ini.

Yesterday I'm 32 years old. One year older. 


Hmmm... Does age matter?


 To me age ain't nothing but a number. I truly believe if you are healthy age is just a NUMBER!


Celebration? Nothing fancy. Suami tiada di sisi ketika ulang tahun kelahiran adalah biasa ya untuk perkahwinan jarak jauh. Kalau kau bitter hanya kerana perkara kecil seperti ini sila jauhi ' Long Distance Marriage'.  Tapi tapi ucapan dihari lahir sangat-sangat dihargai tanda pasangan mengingati hari kelahiran kita. Sekarang aku dah rasa cukup disayangi kerana ada seorang suami yang mengingati birthday aku.   Dapat bersama suami dan keluarga tersayang sudah cukup besar maknanya bagi aku. 




Di usia ini, kemahuan aku tidak setamak dulu. Aku bersyukur masih bernafas di dunia Allah ini. Walau banyak kekurangan aku sebagai hambaNya. Di usia ini, aku mahu menjadi isteri yang mampu menggembirakan suami, menjadi anak yang mampu mendoakan kesejahteraan ibu bapa di dunia dan di sana nanti. Menjadi ibu mithali kepada anak-anak(ye aku tau, aku punya anak sorang tapi aku sangat berkeinginan punya anak ramai, kata-kata kita itu doa ye). 




HADIAH BIRTHDAY?




Ada. Keluarga sejak kecil tidak pernah sekali pun gagal memberi hadiah. Terima kasih. Aku sayang kamu semua! Nah ini dari keluarga aku

Gambar aku amik dari en Google. TQ

dan yang ini dari En Suami

yang ini pun aku amik dari En Googgle. TQ

ada lagi 2-3 hadiah yang aku tak sempat nak snap dan tak dapat aku nak amik dari En Google. Apa pun hadiah dari kamu semua. Terima kasih banyak-banyak. Aku sangat hargai. 




ohhh hadiah yang paling bermakna.... bila melihat Si kecil aku sudah kembali sihat. Alhamdulillah. Terima Kasih Allah. Hati sangat tak keruan bila melihat anak aku sakit. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.

My favorite smile is back!

Di usia 32 tahun ini, ini lah tahun pertama aku menyambut hari kelahiran tanpa seorang abah. Sedikit bitter. Tapi aku redha. Doa aku semoga roh arwah abah di tempatkan dikalangan orang-orang beriman. Al-Fatihah

My Korean Drama Listing

1. Lie To Me
2. Coffee Prince
3. Secret Garden
4. Spy Myeong Wol
5. Que Sera Sera
6. Wild Romance
7. Take Care of us, Captain
8. The Moon That Embraces The Sun
9. Coffee House
10. City Hunter
11. Winter Sonata
12. Full House
13. Stairway to Heaven
14. Autumn in My heart

..... and banyak lagi yang belum tengok... ok sambung nanti nak tengok Eun Chan

My New Addiction

Tolong! Is there a rehab center to cure my new addiction ermm not so new actually. I'm addicted to Koran Drama! Lately, my lifestyle has been totally changed and everything has been brought to a standstill. My social life is lacking and I don’t go out that often these days like previously. It’s nothing but Korean drama, day in and day out. No day passes without my sitting in front of my computer watching not one but several dramas, one after another. Every day it’s a Korean drama marathon for me. Sigh. 


Before, when I had to depend on the airing of Korean dramas on TV or bought/borrowed DVDs, I was not that much addicted. But now with the free watching Korean drama sites online it’s sheer heaven. I think at the rate I’m going I’ll finish watching all the Korean dramas in no time at all. Sigh. 



Just finished watching ' Lie To Me' and then continue with 'Que Sera Sera' after that "Coffee Prince " coming 'Take Care of us, Captain... Next 'The Moon That Embraces The Sun' Huhuhuhu Can’t stop watching Korean dramas!!!! Please help me... but no thanks ... hahahaha

 

Sudah teringin...

Seminggu kebelakangan ni, aku macam tak berapa sihat. Runny nose, sore throat, cough and mild fever. Bukan aku aje yang diganggu bad bugs, suami pun terkena jugak. Harap-harap jangan la toddler kami diganggu jugak. Dah 2 minggu hujung minggu tak berapa nak dapat rehat. 2 minggu lepas kami ke Keraton 3, sepupu yang hari kelahirannya sama dengan aku melangsungkan perkahwinan dia. Akhrinya selepas putus tunang setahun lepas, kawin jugak ye ko Ajam. Tahniah Ajam. Perjalanan ke sana.. maaakk ai jauhnya. Kejap-kejap aku tengok jam, kejapa-kejap lagi aku tengok jam. Tak sampai-sampai gak. Nasib Aliyah sangat behave dalam kereta. Pergi ke Keraton kami memilih jalan Senawang tapi bila balik kami decide nak mengikut laluan Pelangai. Tempat Cikgu Adik mengajar. Giler mengancam perjalanan dekat situ. Salute la adik boleh drive sesubuh dekat situ.


Minggu lepas pulak, giliran kenduri rumah Mak Andak. Suami aku tak dapat nak pegi, jadik macam biasa masuk aja rumah Mak Andak, saudara mara bertanyakan laki aku mana. Huh macam tak biasa kan. I'm not a single mother but I'm Independent mother and wife. Kalau kereta masuk bengkel, pegi keje naik bas pun aku bulih inikan lagi gi kenduri tanpa suami. Eheee aku dah start menceceh ni.  Tapi takpe la aku tak berkira pun. Paham keje suami aku macam mana.

Ok aku tak nak citer pesal keje laki aku, tapi aku nak citer lain. Before nak gi rumah Mak Andak aku dah start seram-seram sejuk. Tekak dah loya-loya. Baru aje nak melangkah pakai kasut aku terasa tekak aku masam... so apa lagi berlari la macam Watson Nyambek menuju ke bilik air. Uuuweeek aku muntah. La apa hal ni. tetiba lak. Lepas dah muntah aku terus makan gula-gula. Tekak ni payau semacam aje la. Sampai rumah Mak Andak lepas dah salam-salam semua saudara mara, kitorang makan dulu before jemputan lain sampai. Lagi sekali aku nak muntah. Husihh nasib tak muntah. Bermula dari kejadian tu saudara mara aku buat spekulasi yang aku ni pregnant. Ya Allah, badan aku, aku tau la yang aku ni tak pregnant. Memasing senyum simpul dengo jawapan aku. Biaq pi lah dengan depa. Yang penting aku tau aku tak pregnant.

Julai 2012 nanti toddler aku akan genap 3 tahun. Rasa sakit melahirkan Aliyah masih terasa seperti macam baru berlaku semalam. Anak ibu dah besar! You are not baby anymore but you always my baby ibu. Saudara mara, kawan-kawan even adik beradik aku pun tanya bila aku nak mengandung lagi. Hahahaha manusia manusia, kau orang ni memang tak puas hati kan, dedulu aku tak kawin kau orang sibuk tanya bila aku nak kawin, bila aku dah kawin, nasib tak sampai sebulan sperma laki aku terus melekat, Kalau idak musti kau orang sibuk tanya jugak kan bila aku nak ada anak. Tapi tapi bila dah keluar Aliyah kau orang sibuk tanya bila nak no. 2. Relaks la beb, ni semua keje Allah, kalau aku tau bila aku nak pregnant aku bagitau korang.

Tapi, tipu kalau aku cakap aku tak teringin lagi. Dah dah... aku dah ready nak pregnant tapi rezeki aje belum dapat lagi. Kena berusaha lagi. Tapi nak berusaha macam mana pun, PJJ kan. Asal laki aku balik, aku bocor. Kadang timing tak ngam kan. Kena la buat time ovulation baru la boleh menjadik. Hihihihi. Tak pun penat. Hihihihi 18SX sungguh aku hari ni. Kalau kawan-kawan dapat anak, aku punya la suka. Suka sangat. Teringat time-time melahirkan Aliyah dulu. Takpe la mungkin kitorang kena berusaha lagi kot. Aku tak nak anak sorang je. Nanti dah tua takde orang nak jaga aku. Rumah tak meriah kalau raya nanti. Aku dah merasa dah. Time raya aje aku menangis(menangis dalam hati aje la), teringat keluarga kat kampung. Sayu tau.  Betul kan Sayang